Lovely Momma

Holy cow the time sure flies when life is good! and that is exactly how it has been, Bryce went back to work and his foot is feeling great! LJ is growing so dang fast and is seriously so dang cute! He wears me out but we sure have fun! I am feeling so good right now. I feel like all my relationships with everyone in my life are in a very good place, and I am just thankful for all the good in life. A few months back I was in not so good of a place. Life was stressful, I was sad many days, but today I am SO good, and I am SO grateful for God's incredible grace. I am thankful for the fact that even when I am a brat I have a husband who encourages and uplifts. I am thankful for a little boy who gives me strength to carry on and who makes me smile. I am thankful for family. And lastly, I am thankful for friendships that seem to appear out of nowhere but you realize it was God's perfect timing! So, I haven't done an update on LJ in forever! Now that he is a toddler, I feel li...

"Just think of all you have to be thankful for." This is what Bryce told me as I was crying my eyes out. He was right, I knew he was, and I had let my selfish desires and emotions get the best of me. Why was I so upset when I had the the most caring and  selfless husband telling me everything is okay and the most precious baby boy looking at me wondering what the heck happened to his mom that usually has it all together. Life happened. Being young and married is difficult, and adding a baby and everything else on top of that makes life stressful and not any easier. That morning it seemed everything hit me at once and I was blaming myself for everything little thing. I had just got off the phone with financial aid and they dropped the bomb of how much money we now owe back because of student loans. On top of that, the realization that we were still living in Bryce's dad's house longer than we intended and everything else in my life that stressed me out finally broke...